"Are you looking down upon me, are you proud of who I am?"

The other day while recording some songs I just burst into tears. And not because he song was awful, but because there's a phrase that always makes me break down and cry. "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera. It's not that I hated my dad, but there are just some things that I wish would have happened before he died. And it just gets me when at one point of the song, Christina sings: "Are you looking down upon me, are you proud of who I am?" And that just makes my voice break and gives that song a more powerful meaning to me. Day after day I feel his face fade away from my mind but then, this photograph on my desk reminds me of this amazing man, I bet he's proud of me.