Thursday, December 16, 2010

I've learnt...

I've learnt to let go, learnt to appreciate you, learnt to miss you in a good way, learnt to cherish a kiss that we never had, learnt to forgive and forget all the bad things, learnt to remember that you were the first one that made me feel butterflies in my stomach, learnt to read my only diary entirely dedicated to you and shed a tear, learnt to be myself around you, learnt to open my heart to you that 19th of June, learnt how to make you smile every day, learnt to feel what it feels like to be loved by someone, learnt to write the most beautiful long letters for you, learnt to be held in your arms, learnt the smell of your perfume to remember you, learnt the look in your eyes every time you looked at me, learnt to regret all those letters that I burnt, learnt to look at that rose you gave me with love, learnt to put a smile on my face every time I say your name, learnt to be able to talk to you leaving all the past behind, learnt to remember every single inch of you, learnt to remember all those days when I got goosebumps when you walked towards me, learnt to embrace all those time when you said "I love you" and me...because of fear didn't respond, learnt to no longer wish bad things to you, learnt to cherish a time to talk to you one more time, learnt to remember the way you walked, learnt to miss you, learnt to blame myself for being so stupid, learnt to remember how many times I wished for you to kiss me, learnt to miss you more than anything, learnt to finally say...I LOVED YOU